Konbini Ossan Volume 2 Chapter 28 — Big Brother Yuichi and His Niece Arisa
“Well, that’s pretty much the story of my life up to now.”
I ended up going on and on, telling Arisa about myself. She looked down awkwardly.
Well, it wasn’t exactly a cheerful topic. I probably shouldn’t have brought it up. But staying silent after being asked would have been equally wrong.
How should I have handled it? Someone like me — an aging man with half-baked life experience — doesn’t even know something like that.
Ah... how pathetic.
“Hey, old man.”
Arisa finally spoke.
“I used to think that Yuichi-onii-chan knew everything and was amazing. I still remember it.
…
I always thought, ‘Yuichi-onii-chan is awesome. He’s so cool.’”
Those words made me feel oddly ticklish inside.
Embarrassed, I scratched my cheek to play it off.
“So like… I don’t really know how to say this, but… anyway, Yuichi-onii-chan is still amazing. That’s what I think.
…
I don’t get stuff like repeating years in college or dropping out. I only understand what I’ve seen with my own eyes.
…
So, to me, Yuichi onii-chan is still cool. You’re still that amazing person.”
“Ah... Arisa-san...”
Her words hit me straight in the heart.
My eyes began to sting a little.
No, I can’t let this happen. A grown man shouldn’t be tearing up like this.
I held back what was about to spill over and managed to speak words of gratitude.
“Thank you.”
“W-Well, yeah. B-but I mean, even if Yuichi-onii-chan is awesome, you’re still just an old man now! Don’t get cocky, alright?!”
“Pfft. That’s true. I understand.”
Her awkward attempt at covering her embarrassment somehow felt warm and endearing.
My niece is truly a good girl. I’m really proud of her.
“So basically, after all that, you ended up as a convenience store clerk, right?”
“Yes, that’s right.”
It was a pretty blunt summary, but I agreed with her. She probably understood it in her own way.
“But still, I mean, you really are amazing. If you actually tried, couldn’t you have gotten a normal job?”
Then she asked the question that followed naturally.
“Yes, you're right. If I had gotten some qualifications and looked for jobs, I probably could’ve joined a company somewhere.”
“Then why’d you go and become a convenience store clerk?”
“Well, that’s a tough one.”
I answered honestly.
“There was a part of me that had given up on my own potential.
…
I couldn’t shake off my elitist mindset, and I didn’t want to humble myself and put in the effort at that point.
…
But the biggest reason, I think, was that I was already satisfied.”
“Satisfied? You were?”
“Yes.”
I nodded in response to her skeptical look.
“It’s not really about the job as a convenience store clerk itself…
…
But I felt happy being able to help my coworkers. It gave me a small sense of satisfaction. It didn’t pay much, but I still felt fulfilled.
…
That might be why I never tried to change my circumstances.”
Arisa didn’t seem fully convinced.
Maybe she didn’t quite understand what I meant.
Actually, there’s a little more to it than that…
But it’s a bit embarrassing to say in front of her, so I’ll keep that part to myself.
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E/N:
Tsun-tsun Arisa-chan is not bad at all, at least for Ossan! She's opening up to him slowly~ Stay tuned!
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